I was blown away yesterday by God's faithfulness. A few years ago we left a place we had come to love, filled with kids and families we cherished and valued. When we left it was so hard to see what God was doing and actual understanding of everything was out of the question. We left hurt and confused and maybe even feeling a bit betrayed, yet we knew we were doing what needed to be done. Although we weren't necessarily ready to go, God so graciously opened doors to what would come next for us. He faithfully provided financially and emotionally as we transitioned and figured out what this new phase of life looked like for us.
Right away we began searching for a new place to belong. We wanted to find our fit quickly and establish some continuity from week to week. A good friend of ours invited us to join her and we did so gladly for awhile. As much as we loved this new place, it was too far of a drive and we couldn't connect with others because of the distance. We really desired to get plugged in and knew that this wasn't the place to do so.
It took awhile, but we eventually found a place to settle into and were able to find a small piece of the community we were missing. A friend from work invited us to join them and their family and we found ourselves developing new relationships. It was so good to feel as though we belonged. We were welcomed warmly and found refuge and rest in this new place. We tried to enjoy this new place and all they had to offer. We learned invaluable lessons about money and stewardship and were given amazing examples of what it means to love those around us, both near and far. As Hope got bigger we struggled with where she fit as there wasn't a place specifically for her age group. As much as we enjoyed everything, we wanted more for Hope.
This brings us to the end of June. We were at a friend's wedding and sitting at a table with other friends who mentioned what God was doing and told us of many changes that had come to be since we had left. Much to my surprise, Jaye suggested we revisit the place we once called "home". After talking some more, Jaye and I decided to go back, to give it a 2nd chance. We immediately felt at home being back in that place and Hope was more than happy to be there as well, which is what we wanted for her. When we left, I wasn't sure we'd ever go back...God knew otherwise!
Yesterday we had the amazing privilege of attending an "installation service" for someone I used to work with, who we used to rent from, and who we are honored to call a friend. Sitting in that place I was overwhelmed as I thought back over the past few years and all that God has taken us through. Even though we often felt lost and confused and questioned why things happened the way we did, God knew exactly what he was doing...in our lives and in that place. God's hand was so evident yesterday and it was a blessing to be a part of everything. Many times yesterday I found myself moved to tears as I thought about the healing God has brought about in my heart and the person He has shaped me to be as a result of an amazing place, filled with amazing people. It so hard to see the light at the end of the tunnel when we are in the midst of hard times, but what an amazing view back we have once we have found that light and made it through the dark!!
I am so grateful for a God who truly knows me and promises a plan for hope and a future for me! He has been so good to our family and led us on an incredible journey these past years.I am so thankful for all He has taught us and for how He so gently held us and carried us when we didn't know where to turn or what to do. He truly is a good shepherd who cares for each of His sheep wholeheartedly! Thank you Lord for the healing you have given me and the peace that you cover us with daily!